First post!!! wow!!! thats incredible really.
if there was anything i really wanted to think about right now, itd be how 4 am is like. the sweetest time of night, yknow, since its not horribly late, the kind of late that makes you think oh no u fucked up. but its also late enough where no one really bothers you and you can do whatever you want forever. at least, thats what it feels like.
its been overwhelming to think about putting my work out there. to be honest, i dont think i have the right skills for writing. for art. for anything, really. i feel like im just forcing it or playing it up a lot of the time, but here i am. ill stick to this as long as i can. lestaria's been a story in my brain for years and years, and even if it ends up not being up to snuff, as long as its out there, thatll be enough for me.
nevertheless im trying to not let my tendency to view my work critically get in the way of others enjoyment. i know i would tell someone else not to do that. its just hard when its you.